The pain inside my heart

I close my eyes to forget
I tried to run away
Tried everything
What should I say?

I stop to breath
At least I try
But than I just cry
What should be there to reach?

Pain inside my heart
Ache every moment I think
About you, always just you
And I'm just falling apart

Why can't we start again
And have a certain chance
That we find us again
And stay together
But there is only rain

The heart I have is nothing worth,
If it can't beat for you, every time,
I know it's not fair
I can't explain everything I did
But we all have our reasons
And you give me some to cry

I just lay there in the silence
Forgotten and empty
Just with pain filled inside
Why do you can't see me die?

Is it that hard to understand
That I would be a friend and a good one
If I just had the chance to start again
To show you that I really love you
Even if you know it
It isn't the same

I'll still cry in the night
Will still try to find a way
Where everything is falling apart,
But it seems there is no way for another start...